“I’ve become a living apology, I am sorry”
Too many emails…..too little sleep…..too much work…..dying.
I’m gonna drown in emails. And I worked 11 hours yesterday straight without a break. And I want to just sleep forever. Is that possible?
“Everyone has a 2am and a 2pm personality. I’m more interested in the monster you become at 2am rather than the human being you pretend to be at 2pm.”
Do you know panzerbjorn's family? If not, please don't tell him that is what worked for you. They could be the very ones who could help him. Just because someone's family doesn't like their lifestyle doesn't always mean that they will not do anything to help them. I know you mean well, but just give him encouragement to get help, wherever that may be. Please don't put this on your blog. I worry so much about Jacob. He sounds so troubled. It's an ongoing thing. Thanks.
There are so many things I could say about this. But all I’m going to say is: you don’t know me or my life. I talk with Jakob because we are friends and what I say to him I view as “encouraging”. If Jakob doesn’t like a sentiment I make, I hope he would tell me himself.
I know you probably view him as a close friend and care, but messaging me and trying to dictate the conversations that I have with a friend is just not going to happen. And it’s amazing that you think you have that right. I don’t know you anon. But please, please try and realize where I am coming from.
And that’s all I have to say about that. Y’all come back now ya hear.
what were you reading on the beach?
I was reading Contact by Carl Sagan